Okey i finally got my last result and i got em all now.

Physics: 1.7 WTF!!!!!! Iam really happy, because i estimated something like 3.X or worse. I really have to thank Yan-Jie for his help. I really bothered him with my endless amount of questions. But it worked, iam really happy ^^

Math:2.3 -.- Far Worse than expected, but i passed. The exam was so damn easy, but i did so many stupid mistakes like the first differential  from the natural logarithm  became the natural logarithm.....So stupid....
But i passed and will take this exam again, to improve my grade.

Chemistry: 1.0                              *g* no more to say


I used my time to  improve the nest for my ants. I just have to do a few more improvements and the formicarium is ready, but i need to hurry, because the temperatures are climbing up. As soon as the temperature get higher than 10°C my ants awake and the formicarium has to be ready.

Next week my practical starts. Iam really looking forward working in a lab again. This time we get probes and have to identify, what substances are in the probe. Sounds boring, but i like it.

The next update will come, when my ants are awake and when i passed the practical.

Nothing really new at the moment.

I took part in the MTG Conflux Prereleaseevent. It was quite fun, but not really succesfully ^^'''

My ants are still in hibernation and i slowly get impatient. But i still have to wait till march. Few things to do up to then.

At the moment i fokus on my exams. There are three of them: Physics, math and chemistry.

Chemistry is really easy, as math is except for two little things, but this is just a lttle work.

Physics however is tough. I do "understand" the theory, but i have problems solving the tasks. But i slowly get into it and think to pass the exam.


The next update will come when the nest is ready or i got my results depending on what is earlier.

Today i installed the light for my formicarium. Iam a little bit proud, because my skills in crafting are really poor.

My father observed me, while i cabled the lamb and bored the holes for the screws.

It really looks good. Take a look::



                                                                    

The light is done now it is time for some enlightment for me. Exams are in front of me and i have to learn. Especially physics is tough, but i do not think i will get any real problems, just a bit discomfort.

In this spirit: Let there be light!!!!

Hi,

as i promised i show you my formicarium.

Here is a picture before i decorated it:




And here is the next picture of the nest i made, but i have to improve it:



I must seal the watertank, enlarge the access, because i need a bigger tube, and have to change the type of watering the nest. Pictures of the improved nest will follow , when it is ready.

And now the decorated formicarium:

 




I really like it. I just need lights above it to make it brighter and look better. But iam really pleased at the moment. I still need some stones and a back plane. But thats the fun about keeping ants, you have to tinker and tinker and tinker all the time. There are every time small things to improve.

At the moment i have not much time, studies started again (and i missed the first day, because i thought they would start later -.-'''''') but it is no problem. But now i have lost a week and many things to do.....so iam really busy...

Hi,

iam healthy again and i surprisingly survived my illnes ^^

I will post something about my ants and their new formicarium in the next few days. They are in hibernation at the moment and will "wake up" during March.

In the I-net i found a really scary video, it is really creepy....and especially for me...you will see....



Scary Video


Like Aliens huh.

Well, i guess you know this situations.

Shortly before christmas you have to do alot of things like buying the last presents, packing the presents, bring the presents to the presentees etc.

You planned this long time ago, so you do not need to worry about time problems, but fate has different plans.

This time fate puked at my leatherboots. I got ill. I got a cough, temperature and so on -.-

I lay in bed since Saturday without beeing able to get out of my bed and do my preparations for christmas.

So iam a little bit stressed now and iam still not restored to health.

I still feel dizzy, but i finally can stand up and make some preparations.

Today i decided to revive this Blog again....i hope it will stay alive longer than last time.

Many things happened during that time ^^

I broke up becoming a teacher and study chemistry pure now at the university of Bochum.

The reason was a praktikum i had to do at school. It was a really shaking experience. During this praktikum i decided to break up and become a scientist. And i feel much better with this decision.

So my new study began in Bochum. I met a group of people studying the same and coming from Essen, too.


The beginning is really easy and not much work for me, because i already have the knowleadge i need this semester.


Altogether iam really happy with my new way and my new university.


My private life is a bit like a pabulum.  I go work, meet my girlfriend and play some games...... Nothing i do not enjoy. It is a really comfortable time for me, but i miss the "freak-stuff", like going to MtG-events, playing D&D etc.

So iam really looking forward to the return of Yan-Jie and Caro ^^

I was really happy to see Caro is reviving her Blog too and that she is enjoing her residence in Japan.


In this spirit Freak out!! ^^

First i got my results:

1. chemistry: I needed 50 points to pass, i got 70 points. But this was just predictable.+


2. LINA: I needed 15 points to pass, i do not know how many points i got, but i passed ^^ But this was predictable too, because the exam was a gift.

3. ANA: I needed 20 points to pass, i got 21. DAMN FUCKING HELL i passed ^^ I never expected passing Ana, but i did.


So i have many freetime, except of the practicals. But this is not that much time. The best the practical ends before March the 17th ^^


Iam happy ^^

Hi,

i wrote my last exam today. it was Ana. It worked quite good, so i maybe could have passed, maybe, i hope......

Now i cannot change things iam just happy, that i do not need to learn now.

Btw. i got my Lina-exam results and i ........  passed. Iam really happy, although just one from my group passed, i was certain that there are two who pass.

But this was just a little bit of information.

Back to the "hot exam".

I was really involved in my exam as suddenly the overseer changed. A little young Indian woman was the new overseer. And OMFG she was sooo hot, except from the face, that was ugly as hell. But her boobs and ass omg.

I think i spent almost half an hour just looking and drooling.....

I even heard that there was a student, who has finished the exam, but stayed an hour just to look at her. Yes she was that hot, except for her face and voice brr......

She stood a while in front of one guy out of my learning group. He said, "I had all the time her nice little ass in front of my face and then she turned round and bow down. This was so mean."

I wish i could have changed seats with him. *drool*

As i said if you have to learn your mind will always do other things than he should do.

Instead of learning i tinkered around with the new cards i bought.  Do no worry about my exams. I am really think i will pass the exams.

Lina (short for linear algebra) is really easy and i like it. My fellow student say, that i am totally weird and abnormal.

Chemistry is my favourite subject and i would have passed the proexam without learning so i think there is no problem.

Ana (short for analysis) is an openbook exam, so you just need to think logically and recall the right idea at the right time,  so this is a 50/50 chance ^^


So enough about my "life", let's come to the things that matter. I tinkered with my cards and have three decks again.

I tweaked my WB-Control-deck with Teysa as general and could improve it. It became more consistant.

My Sliver- and my Simic-deck had to die for two new decks.

I drew a Bitterblossom out of a booster and i really wanted to build Faerie-deck. It became a UB-Controldeck with Szadek as general (i need a Wydwen, if someone from England has one plz bring her to Germany *winkwink*)

Testing against Tutzi ended in a  fiasco. Tutzi became really mad and send me away.


Later i got the idea to build an Aggro-deck, with Brion as general ^^.   Many giants and manaaccelerators + a little bit of lifegain. Again testing with Tutzi and he conceded after a few rounds, as i was at 90 life and he at 10.


Today i played again and it ended with a "crying" Tutzi who claimed i would always play the same kind of "gay" decks. ^^

And he claimed he will never play against me again.


But it was really funny though ^^

You know i am a Dave-type player ^^

I guess you all know this phenomen. The worst messy has to learn or write a thesis. Suddenly he recognizes: "Hmmmm...i think i tidy up first." Then he decides to take a coffee or to cook something. Then he cleans his windows etc.

I have to learn for exams now (i really JUST have to learn)  and a similiar effect took place. I started to tinker with my own D&D campaign setting.

Iam reading Markus Heitz's Ulldart-saga at the moment. Ulldart was planned as a campaign setting for DSA.

But i come to a few problems:

1.) Magic: In Ulldart there is as good as no Magic. Magic was given by the goods to the people, but taken away because they did bad stuff with it. Now there are just few with Magic potential left: First there are the Cereler. They are "blessed" by the goddess Kalistra. There Body is crippled. They have a childish body,  there heads are overpropotional big. They can use healing Magic, but nothing else.
Second there were the Leader of Kensustria, but they died during a battle, so nothing is known about their Magic, but they see Magic as a living creature. This creature decides wether to help you or to burn yourself.  Magic is in ulldart a two edged sword (except for Cereler)
Third there are people that are gained Magic by the gods, but they are rather few. Their powers depends on the gods that gained the power. Btw. There is an academy founded to collect those people and train them and there seem to be two types of Magicoperator: Intuitives, who use magic, without using gestures, and the learners, who have to use gestures to cast and collect knowledge to empower their Magic.
Fourth there is the tribe of the Jengorians. They believe in the power of the ghosts, that are everywhere and in everything. Their Magic is taht they can contact to the Ghost world.
Fifth there are the Necromancer's: Whenever a person, who is given Magic, dies, a bit of that Magic brings his soul back to his body. He got contact to the realm of the dead. So his Magic changes and he is able to use Necromancy (abusing souls and using Terror). But the price is really high. You become more and more undead.

Hmm...okay this is just the only problem ^^''''

Feel free to discuss and help how to solve this problem (btw. i try to stay with the Arcana Evolved classes, if possible) 

Since yesterday i had a total deapth. I was really unmotivated, because of the learningstuff for exams. But i got motivation in the last days.

First i organized my learningstuff and recognized, that it is not as much as it looked.

Second: I started to UNDERSTAND math ^^

But the last and most important motivation took place yesterday, while i was working.

There were a gang of brats, that were really anoying. They were playing at a test-console and made trouble. I took the remote for the TV, the console were attached, and shut the TV down. The brats were really irritated. I went there and said with a threatening voice, "What did youn do there?? What did you do to the TV??" Seeing there terror in their eyes was almost as good as sex ^^

Then i said to one brat, "Come here! What is your name?" The brat said her name and i "noted" it (i just scribbled something onto the paper) Then i asked for their number and said," We will inform you about the damage. And now go to your mommy and tell her what yo have done." The brat was almost crying. I had so much fun ^^

But that was just the beginning. Ten minutes later the brats came back WITH THEIR MOM. I thought omg, i  am so doomed ^^'''

The whole conversation was so much fun, she wanted to talk to my chef and was really angry. I first ignored her, because i had "customers". Then i talked to her about the possible damage. I "checked" the TV again and it suddenly worked. Whohoho.
Finally the woman left with their childs, that will hopefully will never make mess in a store.

And now iam motivated, because i want to become a teacher to terrify my students ^^

Caro and Yj are leaving Germany today. Iam really sad, but it is just a thing  that has to happen. Iam really looking forward  to see them again.

Study is as hard as it was last year. But i think i will come through the written exams. (except for Analysis in math, thats the only problem i see -.-''')

In a week there is the MtG Morningtide Prerelease, a small enjoiable time ^^

The rest of the time will be spend in learning.

So keep your fingres crossed for me and i promise that this Blog will stay alive.

(And i promise that i try to improve my English)

Hi,

as you can see iam not dead at all. The Plain started and landed in Germany. I think i lost a part of my fear, but i still have a creepy feeling, when i think on flying.

The reason for not writing: Work. My study started and i had to invest much time and energy in it. I really became studious.

But iam really looking forward getting through this, although iam really pissed off, because it feels like a step into the wrong direction. I mean, i worked for a whole year, i did something useful and got paid for it. And now? iam sitting in front of books reading them, knowing that i will never need this knowledge in my reallife, just like school. Really frustrating, especially if you know, that there are 5 years in front of you.

But as i said i am really looking forward, getting through. I just need to work hard enough. And then i am a teacher and have freedom. ^^

My sidejob at Gamestop is working fine for me. I have a good relationship ( i hope this is not the wrong word) to my boss's, iam playing online with one of them. XD

At the moment my friends Caro and Yan-Jie are back. Iam really happy, although i feel, that i do not spend enough time with them as they have deserved. And my work for study will cost a few time again.
I think i just have to put some ranks in timemanagment and it will be done ^^

So before i forget: My wishes and hopes for the next year:

1. I hope that Rübe, my girlfriend, will get her Abitur (but i think she will get it easily, because she is not that lazy as i was ^^)
2. I hope i will get through the written examinations
3. I hope i will see Caro and Yan-Jie often, Maybe another trip to Manchester, who will know :P
4. I hope o can change the store where i work, to follow my boss i like more, who gtes his own store next year ^^
5. I really deeply hope, my brother Tutzy will find a girl, who will bonk him,  that he gets a  piece of reality into  his head , but i think i will have to wait  until he  has to solve his  "Zivildienst", because i became more "normal" afterwards ^^

So at last, i wish you all a happy new year and a chance to catch your dreams ^^

The morning:
"Be damned infernal alarm from the cursed depths. Blah i am really pissed. I do not want to work."

During Work:

"Too much work....need input....need a controller...."

An hour after Work:

"Halo3Halo3Halo3Halo3Halo3LunchHalo3Halo3Halo3"

an hour later:
"Tommorrow i will fly....PANIC....PANIC.....Need chocolate -.- Tomrrow i will fly...more PANIC....panicpanicpanicpanicpanicpanic......i need a bottle of good ol vodka.....maybe two or three.....i need some pills.....Tommorow i will FLY....PANIC...."

But the positiv thing is *tommorow i will fly; PANIC" i will se Caro and Yan-Jie in Manchester....but still tomorrow i will fly -.-

But i will Die as a Master Chief ^^

Got a Halo 3 T-shirt today at Work and i will wear it during the Flight. But the Problem is *TOMORROW I WILL FLY, PANIC!!!!* the shirt is too tight. It is really a problem because you can see the complete form of my perfect shaped (look at my name hummelFANT) body.....

Sorry for this totally weird look into my mind.....Full of *tomorrow i will fly, PANIC!!!!* too many thoughts -.-

Btw. my ants are well and they really start preparing for hibernation.

I wish i could take them with me...need something to cuddle...need vodka the pink elefants will cuddle....

Tomorrow i will fly, PANICpanicPanicpanicpanicpanicpanicpanicpanic......

If you guessed that i have fear of flyning you are completly right....

WUAHHHHHH!!!!!! I will fly -.-.-.-.-..--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

*Positiv thinking:i will go to the Lorwyn Prerelease i will spend time with Caro and Yan-jie tomorrow i will fly....PANIC*

Hi,

first of all iam healthy again. I was really surprised, that i did not died, maybe i overreacted a little bit.... Nah it was close.

My ants grew in the meantime. I have now 14 workers and a Queen. They crawl regulary in their formikarium and they eat a lot. I have to go for hunt every second day, to get some food for them.

Although the hibernation starts in a few weeks they are really activ. And they have a lot of eggs, larvae and pupae. Their hive is full of brood. Really really weird.

I hope my ants know that they have to go to sleep in a few weeks. Because just the larvae can survive the winter.

Next year i really need a bigger hive for them. I will make it out of gas concrete. The measures will be 30cm x 20cm x 10cm. I just have to make a plan for the chambers and the wetting.
I hope this hive will last for two years.

*looking to my formikarium* omg.... ten minutes ago i put a small fly into the formikarium to feed my ants and it is gone -.-
hungry little bastards.....

They are way too active for this time -.-

i just wanted to share my pain with you. Iam sooo ill -.-
I even had hallucinations last night, because of fever.

Iam really pissed -.- and even more depressed, because this is the last week, before my friends Caro and Yan-Jie leave Germany to invade England again -.-

This sucks hard _._

My workers have finally been hatched.

Iam sooo happy. ^^

The last time i looked into the hive there were 4 workers. Iam just a little bit confused, because they did not ate the harvestman i gave them. I guess i should cut the next food into pieces.

Now a little awkward story. I bought a bonsai a week ago.  I watched my ants and saw a small creep creeping over my table. I looked closer and saw, it was an ant. A closer look on my table showed that i had more than just one ant on my table. There were lots of ants, they even had soldiers. I almost got a heartattack, because this ant is a common pestant. I killed all, but was wondering, where they come from. Remember the bonsai?
I watched at the bonsai and teared him out of his basin. A whole colony of this pestant -.-
I binned the bonsai and bought "Paral-Raid".  I guess the ants are dead now. But i hope htey did not made a hive in my room.

Hi,

it is done. I mean i readied my formicarium. Pictures will follow, but at the moment my camera is so plain bad, that i cannot take a good picture of my formicarium. Maybe i can lend a camera anywhere.

But my ants (more ant at the moment) are not ready, yet.  The workers are not hatched and iam soooo cutty.
I really wanne see them scuttling through my formicarium. *sigh* So i need to wait a few more days.

Here is a little video made by a user of my favourite ant-forum.  You see a Camponotus cf. ligniperdia queen, one of the biggest (and most beautiful imho) ants in europe, on her way to her nest.


Cuddly huh ^^


i cannot await the hatchings......

Hi,

as you know iam working at Gamestop in Essen, Altenessen. One of our temporary personnel was advanced to an Assistant-Storemanager. That means that he has to work in another store with a Storemanager. His new Store was just created and opened today for the very first time.
First of all his new Store is in Herne and i was chosen to help reading this store. We had two days before the start and many many problems. All my Bones and muscles are still burning and iam still feeling like a piece of rotting junk. But it was still funny and i owned 144€.

Here is the whole Story:

I met the new Assistant, the Assistant of the Store iam working at and the Storemanager from the Rheinruhrcenter in Mühlheim driving together at Essens main station at seven o'clock in the morning at Tuesday.
We arrived at half past seven. At the beginning we took breakfast in the bakery next to the store. As time goes by the rest of the helpers, the Storemanager from Hamm, the Storemanager from Marl, the Storemanager from the CentrO in Oberhausen, our Arialmanager (he is not the arealmanager from Herne, he just helped there, because another store in the area of Hernes Storemanager opened in Soost at the same time,  where Hernes Storemanager helped) and Jay, the "adoptee" of our Arealmanager, arrived at the bakery. We made jokes about the days development, e.g. that we have to wait for the ware (all shelves and Games are the ware, so no ware, no store), or that we have to carry all the ware to the store, because the lorry cannot park in front od the Store and so on. *creepy voice*they had no idea about what will happen   *evil laughter* *hummelfants voice* Shut the fuck up!!!
Back to my Story.
As i said we sat in the bakery joking. We waited and waited, but no sign of the ware. We sat in the bakery up to 4 hours, then we sat in the store, where i met Hernes new Storemanager, for a few more hours. Then at two o'clock in the afternoon we got a phone call, that the ware is just getting loaded on to the lorry. We were all deeply pissed, but still full of hope. So all, but me and the Storemanagers from Herne, decided to take lunch. Ten minutes later a man went into the store and said, " I have ware for Gamestop, am i right here." Okey, no panic now. All is cool. We phoned the others back and got the shoking news. The lorry is not allowed to park in front of the store. So all helpers carried the whole ware (a full lorry, and not one of the small ones) from the next street into the store. And the temperature were almost 30 degree outsides, in the store at least 40 degree. It was a torture to carry all in and build up the shelves. We opened the ware and disposed it onto the shelves. Then we went home at seven o'clock in the evening.

The next day i met again at seven o'clock my carpool. My bones were still hurting from the day before and i was one step away from death, but we had to finish the job. We had to decorate the Store, made prices onto the ware and had to sort the games into game genres. Furthermore we had to remove the Cd's from the wrappers and  grade  them  into letters. In the backround we  heard radio. And we heard at least twenty times, about the murder in Duisburg. We almost made our own rampage in Herne.
At seven o'clock in the evening i went home- Some stayed there to make the inventory. I was so much dead in the evening. This day my bed got my very best friend.

I will recover from this nightmare this night to be ready for more turpitudes tommorrow.

Good night.